Alis Volat Propriis

  • 28th August
    2014
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  • 28th August
    2014
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  • 28th August
    2014
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Many people think about heartache and instantly picture a 5am sunrise, when the world outside is at its quietest and you suddenly feel most alone.

And you stare at your phone hoping to see a text, only to find yourself crying into your pillow an hour later because there isn’t one, and you can’t imagine a time when there will be.

But for me, since you went away, it’s two in the afternoon, shopping in my local supermarket and walking by everything I used to pick up for you.

And there’s sunlight outside and the day is beautiful and everything is perfect, but none of it matters because I’m not sharing it with you.

So I just go home, make myself a sandwich, climb into bed and wonder how you are.

Again.

(via the-taintedtruth

#ImissCC
  • 16th August
    2014
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  • 16th August
    2014
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  • 16th August
    2014
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One day, she’s going to know. She’ll know your birthday, your middle name, where you were born, your star sign, and your parents names. She’ll know how old you were when you learnt to ride a bike, how your grandparents passed away, how many pets you had, and how much you hated going to school. She’ll know your eye colour, your scars, your freckles, your laugh lines and your birth marks. She’ll know your favourite book, movie, candy, food, pair of shoes, colour, and song. She’s going to know why you’re awake at 5am most nights, where you were when you realised you’d lost a good friend, why you picked up the razor and how you managed to put it down before things went too far. She’s going to know your phobias, your dreams, your fears, your wishes, and your worries. She’s going to know about your first heartbreak, your dream wedding, and your problems with your parents. She’ll know your strengths, weaknesses, laziness, energy, and your mixed emotions. She’s going to know about your love for mayonnaise, your dream of being famous when you were five, your need to quote any film you know all the way through, and your fear of growing older. She’ll know your bad habits, your mannerisms, your stroppy pout, your facial expressions, and your laugh like it’s her favourite song. The way you chew, drink, walk, sleep, fidget and kiss. She’s going to know that you’ve already picked out wedding flowers, baby names, tiles for the bathroom, bridesmaid dresses, and the colour of your bedroom walls. She’s going to know, get annoyed at and then accept that you leave clothes everywhere, take twenty minutes to order a Starbucks, have to organise your DVD’s alphabetically, and check your horoscope… just incase. She’ll know your McDonald’s order, how many sugars to put in your tea, how many scoops of ice cream you want, and that you need your sandwiches cut into triangles. She’s going to know how you feel without you telling her, that you need a wee from a look on your face, and that you’re crying without shedding tears. She’s going to know all of it. Everything. You, from top to bottom and inside out. From learning, from sharing, from listening, from watching. She’s going to know every single thing there is to know, and you know what else? She is still going to love you.

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In love with this.

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This terrifies me and makes me happy all at the same time.

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😍

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  • 16th August
    2014
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  • 13th August
    2014
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One terrible truth I’ve discovered is that sometimes we don’t just have a bad day or a bad month… Sometimes we have a bad year. Sometimes we feel like we have no control over the endless waves of bad luck we seem to be experiencing.. But one thing you do have control over is your outlook. Your mindset is yours to control and as hard as it is to step back from the situation and have blind faith that things will change and get better, it’s our only option other than ending up in a downward spiral. People can shoot cameras into my windows and make things up about me every day, but they can’t get into my head. Please don’t let these people into your pretty head and your beautiful mind. I love you and am wishing you the best every step of the way.
Taylor Swift (x)

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  • 13th August
    2014
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I can’t promise that I’ll never hurt you or make you angry. In fact, I can tell you now that there will be times where I’m stubborn or distant and you’ll find it incredibly hard to deal with me.

But once I’m yours, I’m yours and I’ll never take you for granted. I know how much thought you put into the nice things you do and say and I’ll appreciate all of it. I’ll make you food at 3 am because, unlike you, I am an excellent cook. I’ll force you into taking an insufferable amount of pictures so I can show everyone how gorgeous you are. I’ll make you stupid mix CD’s filled with songs that remind me of you just because I can.

So no, I won’t be easy to love and I’ll probably drive you crazy. But I promise that I’ll fight very hard for a spot in your life.

Midnight thoughts (give me a chance to show you how you deserve to be treated)

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